Screaming Inside

In the morning light I open my eyes and see  your  face fade.         I quickly close them and wonder was there a goodbye? I  lose myself  in a sad lost   darkness pouring  rapidly  through my heart. I grab my lips  to keep your last touch soft against my skin but that too  like the wind , gone. I hold my self so tight lying that I would  keep it all inside but my feelings drown my lone lost  soul ,and all of you escapes me through my every pore, screaming  running  to your own disillusioned disheveled road.

MCV

She Waits No More (The Seasons)

Rainy Tuesday ,she waits by the door.
Springtime flowers have blossomed and started to fall.
The skies weary cry recalls;
Rainy Tuesdays forever more.

Sun sets,  night comes , summer is old.
 
"My love" she prays, " hold me tight"
"My love" she says, "play your melody  make the moonlight right"
"My love"she whispers,"shelter me from this that makes evening dark"
"My Love" she cries waiting,
knowing that forever
Rainy Tuesdays will be forever more.

Everything has blossomed, everything has flourished...
everything has ruined .
 
She sits self embraced, watching raindrops fall,
waiting for the early bird to sing the morning's call..
Every rainy Tuesday she waits,
Every rainy Tuesday she knows,
Every rainy Tuesday reminds her,
she need not wait
for Rainy Tuesdays ever more.


MCV

Finding the Right Words

 If words could say the way I feel each time I think  of you;
 when days get lost in endless mazes of dark forever's desperate waiting's lonely solitude. If words could tell you all  you mean to me and everything I dream; I would ask these words to pour onto your world to crush  your doubts and lift your dreams. But words don't seem to reach the deepness of my thoughts and  words don't want to find the meaning of my world;
these words just choke my breathe and make me
die with each and every word that hides inside.

Just dreaming of love

I was  just dreaming
dreaming of you  and your splendid  rose  lips
how  I always lose  myself
with your inspired kiss.
I was  just dreaming
dreaming of  that secret place
where you took my loveless breath
and let me die again .
I was just dreaming
 dreaming of   how you and I
can be everything and nothing
with just the whisper of the wind
I was just dreaming
dreaming of all  the eternal  nights to come
with nothing left but dreams of dreams of  love.

Winter

Its a crisp fall day ,
cool textures of life fill the air.
No one too hurried just walking enjoying the changing air.
I saw your name come across my sight,
it has been so long
in such a short  time.
winter

For the first time I saw you cry

Today I held your hand you squeezed it so tight.
A collage of lost thoughts filled your eyes as
you stared  strongly  beyond the walls
Your posture melted slowly  into a  deep lost sadness
and though your head never dropped  your eyes betrayed your heart.
Your vulnerability screamed from 
those deep dark loving  eyes  that I have  always  cherish
and in which I  have always found eternal strength,
eternal   happiness ,eternal life, eternal joy.
But  tonight, for the first time ,
under a ceiling made for such things
in front of  a  faceless  crowd and angel's eyes  I saw you cry.
I am sad for the reason that we all meet in this quiet place
but I am sadden most  that you have shed a tear.